December 2009
37 posts
I'm so scared of time.
I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough time. I don’t...
I scheduled my road test.
January 12th.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I’m going to fail!
Fuck.
My sister in law just came in my room and got her suitcase from my closet and my brothers not letting her in their room.They’re fighting now and someones packing. She just called me over there and my brother shut the door in my face. I don’t know what to do, I doubt this is going to turn out well.
My break so far.
Wednsday- Went to Terri’s house with Michelle and rapped about poop for 3 hours.
Thursday- Smoked with Madi, Jordi, Becca and Michelle and saw some really gay movie that I don’t remember the name of.
Friday- Went next door for our Christmas breakfast tradition at Angelica’s house, drove around with my papa, stayed home.
Saturday- Saw Sherlock Holmes with Terri, Steph, Sosa and...
So today, school was pretty much pointless and we didn’t do shit in any of my classes except for eat, talk and watch movies. Then I got home and my math tutor came and now I’m chillin on my bed with my doggy and watching some tv.
Christmas vacation niggazzzz!!!!!!!!!
Yyoyoyoyo.
I had a sub in math so I came to chill with Kabob in Photo. OK TIME FOR ENGLISH CHRISTMAS PARTAYYY!
“Success comes with self-acceptance.”
– My fortune cookie.
I have no idea why I feel like I have butterflies in my stomach right now. I just feel nervous or excited about something that I’m trying to convince myself is nothing but really is something. But I don’t really know what it is. I don’t make any sense. What’s new?
It just hit me that tomorrow’s the last day of school before winter vacation. I AM SO HAPPY. Maybe...
Would you let me stick twizzlers in your butt if I promised you unlimted popcorn for life?
Shut up Alyssa Berdie.
insulting my soap question? I thought it was a pretty legitimate question and you should apreshshitate it.
OH I WOULD NEVER! I thought it was a very good question, thank you! I apreshshitate it more than you’ll ever know.
stop sniffing sharpies, it’s turning you into a...
Old but apparently still relevant.
finnmastaflex:
Weed basically corrupted my “friends,” it turns them into people that really aren’t them and has brought people into their lives that they really don’t like being around. Hobbies? Who needs them we can smoke weed and chill. (That was sarcasm, if you couldn’t tell) It seems like only weed is what can congregate us together.
You all may not hate every single one of your friends...
ileftwithasonginmyhead:
I hate two faced people.
I hate three faced people.
It's not at all easy to be the person that I want...
:)
Just got back from the movies with Kabob and Sara Chin. We saw Avatar in 3D in Lynbrook. It was pretty sick and the graphics were incredible. It was a little too long though, but everything has it’s flaws.
This weather is making me so happy. I forgot how much I love snow. I just need some hot chocolate, some warm socks and someone to snuggle with and I’ll be good.
So.
My sister in law is a pshycopathic illegal immigrant and I don’t understand where my brother finds these people nor do I understand why he got married to someone he doesn’t know anything about.
It would be nice if my parents acted like they cared somewhat about me and thought it would be the right thing to do to maybe get me some little presents for Hanukkah. I say something and they...
I don’t know why I’m still in my chorus concert clothes from before. Or why I’m sitting here with smeared eye make up all over my face and hands. I need to be restricted from the internet. And from these gum balls. I have a box of gum balls in my room and I eat like 5 of them every time they lose flavor, which is about every 10 minutes. I’m going to get a mouthful of...
Things that are currently bothering me.
THESE POP-UPS. Stop!
I can’t find my camera charger
It’s still Monday
I want Hanukkah presents
It’s still Monday
Just sitting here.
Staring at the screen. Over thinking everything. All I ever do is over think everything.
Yesterday morning I sang at school 6 with chorus for some holiday event, and then I had drivers ed where I went on the highway for the first time. I did pretty well. I need to schedule my road test soon.
Other than that, most of this weekend has been nothing but sleeping, watching TV and eating.
I’m really in the mood for Starbucks and a good movie, so that’s what I’ll be doing...
I want to meet someones who's interesting and...
I just had a shitload of candy at Kyra’s house. I went there after school to be the model for her photo assignment, which was food photography. I pigged out. It was fun. I’m excited to see how the pictures came out.
It’s a Friday night, but I just feel like relaxing and spending time with my family in my pajamiez.
I’m actually in a really good mood.
Happy Hanukkah!
Hello Tumblr.
I’m sitting on my bed eating Cheese cake, drinking tea and watching Seinfeld. Mmmm. Highlight of my day. Even better than getting a 53 on my math test. Haha and I actually I thought I was going to do good. This week seemed like months and words cannot describe how happy I am that tomorrow is finally Friday. I’m going to try to start my homework soon so that I can go to sleep at a...
Life never ceases to be dull.
I’m feelin’ lazy and bored and exhausted and uninspired. I need Christmas vacation, some change, some new friends and a hobby.
Pasta pasta pasta pasta pasta!:D
Hey Momma- Kay Kay And His Weathered Underground
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I’d rather be despised by hundreds of people that don’t know me than giving a person everything I have and then being taken advantage of and used. I will be independent and closed off and apathetic. I will no longer be an open book. I will no longer let people have a such big impact on my feelings and my life. I will no longer let people make me feel like I’m not good enough.
My laptop sounds like it's about to blow up.
I probably won’t get a new one until it actually blows up.
Anyways, hello. Today I went to the mall with my mom and bought some sheeeeeeeit. Then I got home and had Chinese food with my family and watched Desperate Housewives. I still need to take a shower and do my homework. Oh I just realized that on Friday I wrote all of my homework on my wrist. It’s Sunday night. Why do I do...
el oh el.
Why is Tumblr a popularity contest?
I don’t know. I really just don’t know. I get too caught up in these things. I guess I’m a lot more sensitive than I thought. I don’t even know why I feel like this right now. I have no idea. I don’t even care. I want to watch Boy Meets World. Goodnight.
Kabobs here!
Cup noodle, tea, cereal, popcorn and Woody Awards parteezy off the sheezy.Weezy weezy.
I'm so happy it's the weekend.
DC went by fast. It had it’s good times and it’s bad times. The first day was miserable and rainy and we had to walk around too much, but the night at the hotel and the next day weren’t bad. I hardly got any sleep this week. I left school a period early today cause I was tired and wanted to take a nappy. Apparently if I miss 5 drivers ed classes I get kicked out. I think I may be...
Damn.
Watching this Victoria’s secret runway show is making me extremely self conscious. They’re all so perfect it’s unbelievable. This is my motivation to workout. And get hair extensions and a fake tan and a nose job!!!!!!:D
:(
Not only do I sing in the shower,
I tap dance and make up songs in a fake French language.
So.
Update to my last post.
I’m going to DC and I’m not going to MYO tonight and I get to lay in my bed and watch tv like I wanted to, so I got what I wanted.
For the next couple of days I just want to enjoy the present instead of freaking out about the future. Just for a few days.
Tomorrow is the two day Washington DC trip that I’m supposed to be going on, but my mom just told me that I’m not allowed to go because I didn’t hand in my PSAT form on time. Honestly, I don’t need to be punished. I’m punishing myself enough by screwing up my future. I’ll probably end up going anyways, we’ll see. If not, that would just be my...