February 2010
11 posts
Switching between watching Disturbia and Superbad, tryna figure stuff out for my tryout song. Gotta stop leaving things till the last minute, it’s a terrible quality to have. New semester starts tomorrow, I’m kind of excited. Aright I’m gonna go feed my dog and DVR shows for my parents.
Does anyone know what channel the Grammy’s are on??
January 2010
47 posts
Hm.
I actually had a good night!
:)
Chemistry midterm.
I really need to study for this one. Cannot wait till it’s over, cannot wait for the next semester to start. A lot of things to look forward to, except for the SAT’s. The Italian final today was okay I guess. I did some of it my self and tried to cheat as much as possible. Then I had to walk home in the snow because no one wanted to give me a ride, and I had to climb a huge fence...
Today was torture.
I need food, sleep and February.
BTK.
So I COMPLETELY underestimated how much I had left of this book. I basically left more than two-thirds of it for tonight, and had to skip chorus just to read. I read most of it, but I have to wake up early tomorrow to finish it, not to mention start the actual book report. I don’t understand myself sometimes. Taking this elective was such a mistake. After I finish this shit tomorrow morning...
I want tea.
Anyone know a good song I could cover?
Anonymous asked: i wish i could sing as well as you do.
&& i wish i was as pretty as you are.
&& i wish i was as pretty as you are.
Why is everyone so fucking talented and smart.
And why am I not.
I'm trying to study for U.S.
But I get distracted every two seconds.
I can’t study for the life of me.
At least I don’t have to go to school all day this week. I guess midterm week has it’s perks.
I miss sixth grade.
No cares, no worries and no problems. Just plain enjoyment of life.
“Julia. Help me how do I get away from this.. NOO. I can’t get past these stupid fucking wizards. Ughhhhhh. Thankyou! Julia I’m losing my lives. This isn’t funny. Julia, seriously how do I get past these wizards. You’re not paying attention to me. How annoying I am. At your house playing video games. Kay that’s it fucking. What am I talking about? What do you...
Off to sing Mozart from 6 to 10.
I can already tell how horrible the next two weeks are going to be.
Quarter ends Friday, I have a ton of shit to make up, and for the next two weeks I’ll be taking tests that I’m not the slightest bit prepared for.
I can’t wait till February.
I just want someone to make me feel less...
Uh.
Apparently I walk in the hallways like I’m better than everyone.
I hate getting judged by stupid shit like this.
I’m just gonna walk like an emo bitch with my head down now.
NO FUCK THIS I’M JUST GONNA WALK LIKE I’M BETTER THAN EVERYONE CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT?
I AM.
Well maybe I’m not, but I just need to stop caring so much about what other people think.
Looks like another night doing nothing.
I really can’t stand this. I’m about to take my moms car and drive it off of a bridge.
I feel like I’m suffocating. I need change. The same everything everyday. It’s all mediocre and inane. I want a new me, new people, a new place. I have a longing to just escape, a longing to find myself. I don’t want to be scared anymore. I want out.
I woke up around 10:30, went to drivers ed, came home, got dressed, got picked up by Jaime and Terri, took pictures of Terri for some photo shoot she wanted to do, had lunch at a Japanese restaurant, went to Terri’s, went to Jaime’s, then came home and watched Dexter with my brother.
I’m gonna go put on my pajama’s and then write another blog.
School today was good, I was in a really awesome mood for most of the day. I don’t know why. After school I went to School 4 with Michelle to pick up her sister and talked to some of my elementary school teachers. After that, I watched her edit pictures and corrupt my facebook for a couple of hours. Then she made some food, and I watched her edit some more pictures. Then we prank phone...
Gettin' into bed.
My goal is to fall asleep before 12.
Gonna paint my nails and watch an episode of Boy Meets World and hit the old dusty trail!
I got a 100 on my math test.
First time since sixth grade haha. I’m so proud of myself, it’s such an awesome feeling. I’m terrible at math, terrible!
These are the times when I think, well if I studied for this test and did this good, then maybe if I studied on all of my tests, and payed attention in my classes; I could actually get really good grades. But I JUST CAN’T. But I really really want to. I...
Someone form a band with me.
I’m fucking serious.
I can't find any underwear.
So I’m wearing a bathing suit bottom.
Lolz.
Just thought I’d let you know I guess.
Hello:)
I’m at Angelica’s house, on her laptop cause I got locked out of my house. I don’t know what I would do if she wasn’t home.
Anyways, school today was alright. This week is going by sooooo sllooooooooooooooooooooow.
HOLY SHIT THERE’S A THREE DAY WEEKEND COMING UP! I JUST REMEMBERED! Yesyesyesysesyeyesyes.
Uh, yeah.
No homework tonight, so when my parents get home...
One of the longest days of my life.
Fortunately It went better than I expected. I’m falling asleep. I want to sleep so bad. But I can’t cause I still have to study for U.S and chemistry tests that are tomorrow. I should get off of my laptop, It’s like an addiction.
I’m so sick of being messy and lazy and irresponsible, I really need to get my shit together one of these days.
:)
The day started off terribly. I woke up feeling a huge amount of anxiety with my math test, road test and chorus coming up. I couldn’t find my jeans, my mom yelled at me and slapped me, I couldn’t find my coat, and I was freezing my ass off walking to school. When I got to U.S, I realized that instead of my five hour card which I needed for my road test, I brought an Urban Outfitters...
Drinkin' sleepy time tea.
‘Cause it’s sleepy time.
Night.
I'm so nervous.
Math test tomorrow.
And road test tomorrow.
I’m going to fail both.
Wish me luck:(
Going to bed early.
School tomorrow.
Whaaaaaattaaaaaaa life.
My parents don't know when to fucking leave me...
I can’t relax for 10 minutes.
I’m so stressed out.
Washing my face, taking off my pants, Boy Meets...
I love my bed.
I really do. I don’t know why I ever leave.
Goodnight Tumblr.
Leave me stuff to read in the morning.
Or don’t.
http://juliaposin.tumblr.com/ask
I get too hung up on the idea of certain people.
And even though these people have no idea how I feel and even though it’s a pretend one way relationship that I create in my mind, it’s better to leave it that way. It’s better not to complicate things. And chances are, the idea of them is better than who they actually are. So who needs a relationship. I’ll just go on having my stupid innocent little crushes because there...
Beauty is diversity.
Why does everybody try to look and act the same way as everyone around them?
nap
whoisjoepincus:
bout to take one.
i’m with you on that one.
I don't understand why I'm so scared of people.
On another note, I’m going to sleep. Blowing off U.S. homework, I really really really need to sleep.
Anonymous asked: boom boom boom boom.
I can't.
Why is my brother boiling vinegar. This whole house smells like fucking throw up.
I underestimated how much work I have.
One in the morning.This is great.
I really hate this cold weather.
Ugh.
I really need to start thinking before I do things.
Today.
I woke up, got ready, ate some grilled cheese, and drove to Farockaway to pick up my grandma. FAROCKAWAY. Surprisingly I didn’t kill anyone. When we got home we had dinner for her birthday, and then I played on my Wii that I got as a present for New Years. Cause Russians get presents on New Years. Then I watched the Knicks game with my pops and then Desperate Housewives with my mops. And...
You can try to forget, but you'll always have...
I’m on my floor messing around on my keyboard and singing and shit. I wish I could go all out right now but everyone’s sleeping. I’m not good at anything. I’m not at all. I hate my hair and I want to wear wigs for the rest of my life. I dooooon’t know. Really don’t. I just put strawberry and lemon juice all over my face. I wanna get fucked up. Why am I sitting...
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Lolol whi. i dont know what i just did. i went to madis before and now im home and im drunk and but im not really drunk anymore see im typing really good and stuff but yeah what the fuck. im so tired i wan t to sleep but im with my relatives and shit and i have to spend time thwith them, oh gosh. this is so boring i qwant to go back to the turin houshound. becca has my belt. Happpy new years. my...